Reason

It seems like life's not working out to well for me People cursing at me just to see if they can get to me But jokes on them Every day I say to my self is life worth it the way it's been treating me I can't see how it's reasonable to tease a 12 year old Well now that I'm older it's so easy to hide my feelings except for depression but that's just my profession because Sometimes I wonder why I'm here on this earth, is it worth my time to see people dying at a flip of a dime, if I can't die yet what's the reason  Have you ever seen hell on earth I've seen it since birth It's bad this time of century   Everyone was sad when they mentioned terrorism everywhere guess we better be prepared I guess it's time to be more aware because Sometimes I wonder why I'm here on this earth, is it worth my time to see people dying at a flip of a dime, if I can't die yet what's the reason  Theirs some people who say they wanna know the real me Trust me it's to scary But it's something I learned to bury But let me give you a taste prepair for this disgraced I'm sick and tired of you motherfukers coming up to me like you think you know everything, you don't know anything about me so fuck everything you shout at me because one day I will lose my shit and motherfukers will get hit and ask why I did and I'll look at you yell see what you can do then I don't know what you motherfukers are trying to prove because Sometimes I wonder why I'm here on this earth, is it worth my time to see people dying at a flip of a dime, if I can't die yet what's the reason  Well I already tried to die so I guess God wants me alive.