not so grateful

(Juice Wrld took it to twenty) i use to be so greatful but this time im not so greatful this time (this time) ain't nothing like the feeling of being bad and feeling horrible and empty this time it was so unexpected last time i was such a good girl now all i ever do is causing problems,turbulence, and trouble what's the 57 club? i ain't making it pass 18 i've been going through some struggles so i always gotta chew some gum dang that's the world i live in now yeah hold on just hear me out they tell me that my name is Jayden i don't want that title now cause i can never act greatful what the crap is this bout? i keep freaking out im tryna change myself i wanna jump to the clouds i wanna know myself more importantly im tryna change myself maybe get some credit yuh i use to be so greatful but this time im not so grateful this time(this time) ain't nothing like the feeling of being bad and feeling horrible and empty this time it was so unexpected last time i was such a good girl now all i ever do is causing problems,turbulence,and trouble this time (time) (time) (time) (time) (time) (time) my mind is foggy im so confused i keep failing to be a good girl the end of my problems is it coming soon? this time (time) (time) (time) (time) (time) (time) (Juice Wrld took it to twenty)