Hey its me Look I wish you'd just answer me I need to know that your okay We stop texting in a week off Speak off the devil when we speak not Allot of time for us when we criss cross Are paths are just brisk walks and the guilt of I'll love just makes me wanna lift off This earth is grounded why are we not I guess that one or both of us must forget Allot of times passing by Iiii without you standing there by my side This journey through life's become such a lonely ride pains so bad as sharp as a knife It's ah Eh As sharp as a knife I rememeber the day you walked into my life that cold spetemebr moon shon bright in the sky We were sitting out the back at my favourite local When the night drew me to the mic so I threw a vocal Little did you know this was just my routine It's that coping mechanism my way off letting off steem I sang my usual and the crowd cheered me but I knew them all from my area and then you saw me You flashed me a smile and I bought you a drink Didn't think we'd be dating we were both only kids You farther never liked me he said I was no good Nobody wanna date some bumm ass white trash living out in the hood But you dismissed his words and said I was your man I guess you were right cause your dad and I sang We be dating 4 years and he finally admitted That for all my wrong doing I was aquited Everthing was going great but then your farther took ill He had to get checked on determined but frill When you came bakc that night I could of sworn you was dead I never seen someone so pale let alone my girlfriend I asked you what's wrong then your lips they just said That six letter word that tore wounds through my head Cancer and he hadn't got long 4 month had past and I knew thing were going wrong Like you had frown distant we barely even spoke I tried to stop you from leaving to see your dad words I spoke You have seen him twice today and now what about me We haven't even spoke In ages do you even see me And with the words that I spoke you slammed shut the door I chased after you begging you to imploor Into your car you ran and you slammed shut the door The barriers were real and growing like cancer I'll admit I was wrong what I said hold my hands up That night you didn't come home The rain and the thunder in poured I tried your cell twice but twice more you ignored That night I slept on my own alone on the floor Till the next morning there was a loud knock on my door I Ehh Rushed down to open and except you in my arms but instead there was strange men Alarms alarms Are you Mr Davis And yes I replied I'm sorry to tell you that Jennifer she has died I fell to my knees and I cried and I cried She was killed in a head on collision And no one survived From what It seems she was just on her way To see her farther down in fabian way I looked at the sky and I cursed and I splayed I'm sorry for everything wrong I'm to blame I rushed to the hospitsl and asked for your dad But he passed away too he was broken and sad His little girl gone so he just let himself go I still call and text you to see when youll come home