grief

i don't have love i was born with out it you say she loves me well i prolly doubt it you talk alot for how small you are it is all just so far so far you got a new car wow stuff just happns to fast one blast like pow she fell to the floor next thing i see red and blue lights threw the door hop in the ambulance wondering why it had to happen i think im mad and sad im just going to run right past it ya hears how it happend we decided to walk the street one day it is not like we new it was a mistake she lost her life standing next to me cant hear myself think all i hear is the screaming evrybody running past me then all remember is the sounds of the blasting i don't think I cant take it anymore i am sorry to say but this is when my story ends ya hey i still miss her to this day its been 5 years and ten weeks all i can do is pray its not like i can bring her back ya ima go wack she was my everything ya sometimes i got mean but if i could takee it back that would be sweet ya shes the only thing that can make me weak evryone says i need to get some sleep well i would if i could but my head keeps spinning thinking about the times we were with each other this is the first stage of grief it is only the beginning