they say

my painkillers failed to work bruh xan and booze dont kill it all no more Destroy me gently i cant look at this world no more and when u leave please baby dont forget to go they say i spoiled it all myself i dont wanna listen anymore just leave me on my own no help was given when i was alone they say open ur eyes i see no paradise just fake smiles , pathetic lies , Not a good advice uh? they say listen all i hear is loud cries and denies they say apologize no way i would for what ? to who? they say forget how? i guess the only way is cut off my head but memories still crawl into my bed they say stay asahame the plane has left it aint coming back it will crush into the hopes i had i desrve what i get They say They say They say they say They say they say Omg shut up all of u silence is virtue aahahah u did not know that? they say i need to cross the line in real i need some weed and wine some gold to shine during the crime i stole ur time aint scared to die i ll pay my fine they say i need to to live to love i ve never tried i want to but i am stuck inside inside the dream there is no light dont try to hide from ur own mind they talk and talk still talk non stop please stop just stop they say i need to chill it is hard to do so if the world is really ill the virus is called i see the money and i kill the only desire is a million dollar bill they try steal just stop inflicting what to feel it is like a deathly venom pill we all know the deal hypocracy kiks people down that hill watch out for urselves people u see dust in my eyes but u are hypnotized when it comes to the size of the rock in urs