leave the stain on my name put my family to shame suffocating in pain is what I became locked me in chain sorry ma I won't do it again many men won't understand me why we all hating we all family hurt so much like cavities I'm just trying to make a living I will never take anything that is given better do something that you believe in you got a second let me tell u how I'm feeling growing up being the youngest child took me a while to crack a smile never felt happiness in a while cuz all the fights and our lifestyle some days were good some days were a bitch low self esteem issues when I was young kid I got bigger brothers that was never there emotions in the air that I never shared it made who I am today somethings u can't repair you want to talk about life then here it is now I'm profiting like my dividends