cyce dreams

Up all night. Trying to sleep but, memories disturb me. Brain switched on and couldn't turn it of cause my dreams would hurt me. Voices in my head told me that I can be free in my dreams cause gods making sure my souls clean. Rid of the demons that try and burn the insides of my heart. Try to slice it in half with the knife that wouldve ended my life and make the last breath I had, my last. So I took took some water and a couple of moments to order my feelings when I felt like a cyce with a disorder of dillusional dreams.