"in the end"

ive been beatin. been bent in ... broken ... folded.. here i am again here i go again ... oooohhhhh i dont know . why i... always am alone in the end havent had a home . since i was a kid . i dont know how old . i was then. that was a long time ago . ++++those roads werent. pavered with gold .+++++ """ ha .... if you say so.... .stick to ya story bro....""" +++almost gave. my dang soul . over to a grave whole +++ """"i know ..... ..i watchca.. """""".chasen no end. ...... .. mistakes there a given ... seen ya caven .. ..but stayin ..never gave in . . you pray then.. ... became a brave man. yous a save d man . """"" .......... .......... down... a dead end row.. .i was row along . humming a song ... when i .....felt my .....weekest.... in seconds ....all the sudden.... i ......was replished in strength again. ...." """"there you were ... no where to go .. ...picture pefect . solider with purpose and structure. feeling less diserving .. with willingness .... wide eyed.... bright ey...ruses.. extenting lens ... better to discern with. ...you dang sure earn them . """"... ....... staying up always roaming . climbing mountains of regret . river flow. drippin Like sweat." """" why you sweating then . foget about . you never lessened bit . or confessed even just a lil doubt from your mouth . every test. ya may of . questioned it . bit hey you been tested kid slowly...rolling . sowing seeds . let us forget revolving dreams . disolving regret . resolving conflict . """"""""but ....only on the surface.""""" just 4 a bit seems .......solid i bet . shhhhhhiiiiiitttttt juuuuusssst stttoooppp it . shhhhhhhhhhhhjust drop it . stretchin leather skin. patchin wholes. from the sting . of the poke. iron riding . throddle choke throddle choke . only a mild stroke . cycle reving like a motor . coming closer to death. never know when ill rest