a and d - DirtenGrind

: “I am bent, but not broken. I am scarred, but not disfigured. I am sad, but not hopeless. I am tired, but not powerless. I am angry, but not bitter. I am depressed, but not a qutter And there something inside me just...broke...That's the only way I could describe it Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. It's the fear of failure, but no urge to be productive no lie . It's wanting friends, but hate socializing. It's wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be lonely and crying . It's feeling everything at once then feeling paralyzingly numb.” Man my anxiety makes me dumb Whenever I have a good few months and I think I’ve gotten over the worst on my depression, it silently returns. This isn’t a battle I asked to fight. I’m tired of knowing it’s always coming back.” its a curse Today my forest is dark. The trees are sad and all the butterflies in my stomach an broken wings is all I have