my ex

this goes out to some,one,i loved i cant forgive myself for the way i treated her its just i dont even know just listen your the one i wanted the one that i needed tje one i needed to succeed when i first saw you i knew it was real im sorry about the pain I made you feel that wasn't me let me show you the way i looked for the sun but it was a rainy day i remember when i first looked in your eyes it was like god was there heaven in the skies i wore a disguise cuz i didnt want to get hurt but i didnt know,i made it worse you told me we were crazy in love but you didnt care when push came,to shove if you loved me as much as you said you did then you wouldnt have hurt me like i aint shut now you pushed me away like you never even knew me I loved you wirh my heart really and truly.