demons in my head

Self destruction at its worst, what did she do to deserve such a terrible curse? And she tried so hard at first, but her own mind became her biggest enemy. And now beauty has turned into a beast, and doesn't know if she can take it anymore. She walked to her friends house and knocked at the door, only to be turned away and called a fat, lying whore. Its progressing everyday, and she doesn't know how to take all of her pain away. She used to self medicate, but that wasn't helping. Now when she talks its just a bunch of yelling. She wants to reach out oh so bad, but the demon in her head had said, "it's no big deal; its not that bad"