Eternal Sleep

I want to give up on life Feels like god gave up on mine I lost the light And I don't know why So I revert to satan To solve my craving Everyday I go on Go to work, eat, go to sleep Then I repeat If this is life then I wish I was never conceived I wish I was free To not exist To not have to be tortured, i didn't want this Everyday I go on, watching people wear their masks If I tell them they just laugh But behind that mask they might feel the same way Not wanting to bear another day I try to put my masks away But my life I'll slay My neck id rather slit Then go on another day doing the same shit Some say life is about relationships But even then i don't benefit I rather fall into a eternal sleep Please oh please Let me rest I don't want to live in heaven or burn in hell like the rest So let me rest It feels like my heart sank to my stomach Life fucking hates me i feel like i've had enough of it