Disappear

Wishing I would disappear But I'm too pussy to end it I can't stand how I'm feeling Everyday every night, shit gets tough Thinking in reverse, I've been feeling like im living in a curse Depression hits Distracted by the fits, and the rage Masturbating Smoking a blunt Let me be blunt Nigga see Satan I'm crying a bunch But fuck it, I'm on a haunt Put on a smile for fun Stare down the barrel of a gun Gambling my life, and i won So fuck a therapist I'd rather go take a piss Niggas snakey And they don't how to diss I might die alone But I'm comfortable in my abyss Seen people die, right of front of me That shit just sticks But that's how it is When you grow up in the trenches Was homeless at 18 Had to get it by whatever means I done did shit that I thought that i couldn't do Repercussions coming, and i know it's soon