Sunshine

An emotional track, taking life on the best I can @rapfame_official @rapfame_ar_team #exsunshine #exsun Lyrics: Im so alone and lost I hope your happy now Im sitting in the sunshine dreaming of the darkness Tryin to find something no meaning i’m jus heartless Regardless hardest part is seeing through the sparseness The deep and empty space bleedin where the scar is beaten where the heart lives searchin for some hope Learnin just ta cope both ends burnin up my rope burnin up some dope find courage in the smoke But falling face first flippin further up the slope Wishin i had somethin i can believe in But only achieving lies an deceiving Never willing to face the eyes of my demons silently seething inside cryin an screaming These racing thoughts afraid to face the costs As i chase the plot afraid my place is lost My days are fraught afraid of change i rot In the same ol spot afraid ill never take my shot Im so alone and lost I hope your happy now Sitting in the sunshine im jus dreamin of the rain The demons an the pain are screamin to escape Aint easy to evade all this evil in my wake Facing the weight now people think ill break i still hold strong no secret but i roll on Been so long pulled on till my souls gone Listening to old songs hellp me grow strong New day old dawn face new ways old wrongs Sometimes Stole pawns never get the check mate Never been great, always been late ta test fate Push till my neck break never carry less weight Life is heavy, need a lead plate headspace Never get grace just a mounting pressure Neva found a pleasure or mounds of treasure Neva found forever jus remember cloudy weather Now i severed all the tethers that we bound together Ya know ya broke my heart I hope your happy now Ya neva gonna see me cry