WRECKING BALL LYRICS N VOCS BY SKELIT

WRECKING BALL IS THIS HOW MY LIFE WILL BE LIVIN IN ANGUISH DEPRESSION N MISERY I DONT WANT THIS TO TAKE OVA ME I WANT TO BE FREE I TRY TO STAY STRONG BUT IT NEVA LASTS LONG MY MEMORIES OF THE PAST KEEPS ATTACKIN ME LIKE BOMBS AS TIME GOES ON N I START BELIEVIN ITS ALL GONE THE PAIN BURNS ME LIKE ACID RAIN IMPRISONIN MY MIND N SOUL IN THIS DESTRUCTIVE STORM OH YEH I FIGHT IT SOME TIMES IT GOES AWAY QUICK SOME TIMES IM STUCK FOR DAYS IN A VULNERABLE DEPRESSED HURTFUL SELF HATEFUL SITCH TRIES DESTROYIN MY CONFIDENCE N BREAK ME DOWN AS A MAN SO IL ONCE AGAIN BE THAT SCARE CHILD N BE BACK TO WHERE IT ALL BEGAN I ALWAYS FACE IT HEAD ON BUT IT COMES WEN IM FEELIN WORN N IM TOO TIRED N WEAKENED N THATS WEN THE RAIN POURS I HAVE DOUBTS N FEARS LIKE MOST PEOPLE DO BUT TO SHAKE IT OFF N KEEP GOIN CAN BE SO FAR FROM MY TRUTH I NEVA GIVE UP COMPLETELY BUT IT KEEPS COMIN BACK REPEATEDLY SEEMS LIKE EVERY TIME IT DOES IT TAKES AWAY A PIECE OF ME I KNOW GODS ANGELS ARE TRYIN 2 REACH ME TO GUIDE N PROTECT BUT SOMEWAY SOMEHOW THE LINE BETWEEN WONT CONNECT I KNOW GOD LOVES ME BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO LOVE BACK MAYBE ITS MY PRIDE OR ITS FAITH I LACK THESE DEMONS ARE RELENTLESS AT TIMES IT FEELS ENDLESS IM DROWNIN IN TEARS FEELIN SO HELPLESS PANIC ANXIETY THERAPY PSYCHIATRY MY MENTAL N PHYSICAL HEALTH IS DETERIORATING N NOT QUIETLY I SO WANT TO BE DONE WITH THIS PAIN I WANA BE ABLE TO FEEL NORMAL I WANA KNOW HOW TO LOVE I DONT WANT TO RELIVE THIS AGAIN N AGAIN I FEEL SO ALONE NO ONE I KNOW WILL EVA UNDERSTAND SO ON MY OWN I CONTINUE TO FALL THE WALLS ARE CLOSIN IN I DONT THINK I CAN WIN THIS BATTLE TO BE FREE IS TAKIN MY ALL FEELS LIKE MY SOUL IS BEING TORN IM JUST AN EMOTIONAL WRECKIN BALL N I CANT STOP THIS FALL