my monami

I've been noticing/ ain't how life supposed to be /supposedly there'sa lack in the loyalty don't get to close to me paranoia & feara intmissy have kept me living but with no feelin / so my monami,/ u chose'ta roll with me better be cold as me /go by code of the streets love committin felonies/ never tell on me,capich?/96 caprice Brandywine burgandy lookin like rancid meat/punk police say what I'm selling is blasphemy/I was told if you ask you shall receive that's when I got on my knees and prayed to God to die on the streets/pray they bury me with my money to keep me warm down deep six feet sorry everything don't smell like potpourri & everything isnt how it seems/ ltold u same dream that was sold to me/ i live in reality where shit stinks /prolly cuz I'm up shit Creek county cut my EBT kids ain't had shit to eat plus my youngest diaper stink & the place we sleep got no heat last week got a call. PO needs me to pee expectin see me 1st,thing in the morning? not goin gotsa prior appointment it'sapparent it's quite importaint on the block lonzo mournin you not knowin must not be to important/stay on weight in public storage/stay awake and hustle for it/Coppin Jordans styles colors all assorted/don't poke the bear before the porridge leave em snorin