I got real issues

I got real issues not girl issues yeah we broke up but im still with you thinking bout how it used to feel to kiss you miss them morning meals a bit to But I got so much on my mind Like how I been lacking on my grind looking back on how I wasted my time living a fast life but moving blind instead of stacking it up I ju to shist had to shine flashy Naw my elbows to ashy let's just say I was cashy the government couldn't even tax me living tax free how i let it surpass me don't ask me thought it was last forever I had bags of cheddar should of been stacking it better preparing for the bad weather but I wasn't that clever I wanted to be the hood star a trend setter I just wanted the nice cars Lil money to treat my kids better ended behind bars with 10min phone calls couldn't even get the kids to send me a letter