life's hard

I miss when I was younger i had so many toys and other expensive things I always had time with my mother i got everything that I wanted and everybody wanted me they alway call me princess that I was meant to be I was never yelled at are beatn but that changed when I got older life is so hard at being the oldest I always got to watch my siblings and get yelled at if something goes wrong and my siblings make it worse cuz they're always being rude and making messes that I have to clean up and if I don't clean it up I'll get yelled at I wish I can go back to the old days where I was always the center of attention I can't get the stuff I want because my mom always has to focus on my younger siblings and now my mom is super broke because a bad man entered kkmy moms life I was super scared of him everytime I see him I'll get quiet and then we had got robbed and that's when my mom went broke and we had to move with our grandma and she wasn't as fun as we wanted her to be my mom and my grandma always fought in the kitchen or outside a few months later another man entered my mom's life and that's what things started to get better but then they started fighting and it was worse than I was used to and then it started to get physical and then my mama started to get child support and our life started to get more better then finally got our house and we love it so much we don't even want to leave it thank you God for blessing us we love him and you should all love him too