Married to the game and I said I do cause money is what I’m due with all the trauma I’ve been thru. Feels like lifetimes

Married to the game and I said I do cause money is what I’m due with all the trauma I’ve been thru. Feels like lifetimes for me see some days I wondered if there was something bf wrong with me but nah I learned how to walk on water and stable my mind now when the waves come I don’t run fear can’t stop me intrusive thoughts got me like lalalala silence everytime my god is divine