suicidel

I got suicidel thoughts every single night I always think about my dead family and i pray to God saying pls lord hand me a knife give me my twin brother lord pls just do it and then In the shadows where the pain ignites, I fight, Thoughts spiral down, like a dark kite in flight, Heart heavy, like a stone, can't shake this plight, Lost in the echoes, where the whispers bite. Every single night, demons hold me tight, Mind racing, chasing ghosts, no end in sight, Clouded visions, drowning in this twilight, Hope flickers dim, like a fading streetlight. Drifting in the void, where the silence screams, Broken dreams linger, tearing at the seams, Life's a puzzle, but I can't find the themes, Reality's a nightmare, bursting at the beams. Searching for a way out, but the maze is tight, Falling deeper down, into the endless night, Wrestling with shadows, trying to ignite, A spark of solace, just to feel the light.