living in a dream

**Living In A Dream** Yeah... I'm livin in a dream but it feel like a nightmare Everybody got opinions they don't even fight fair Smiles in my face but behind me they don't care Tryna judge my whole life while they breathing the same air I done seen the real disappear over jealousy Love turn hate cause success make em question me Pain built a man they ain't never get the recipe God kept callin while the devil kept textin me I'm from the mud where they tell you dreams don't last If you make it out they bring up your whole past Everybody wanna preach but nobody wanna fast Everybody throwin stones while they livin behind glass Ain't no halo on my head I done sinned too Had nights I was broke with the rent due Lost people I woulda took a bullet into Now I talk to God cause He the only one that been true This world so cold got my heart wearin armor Kids growin up thinkin violence make em harder Truth don't trend but the lies go farther Everybody want the crown ain't nobody want the martyr Sometimes I wonder if I'm sleepin or awake Cause the fake get rewarded and the real gotta break Good hearts starvin while the snakes got a plate Tell me how that's justice tell me how that's faith Still I won't fold I refuse to let em win Every scar on my body just remind me where I been Devil keep knockin but he can't get in Cause God wrote the ending before the story could begin So let em judge me let em laugh let em stare I survived things they couldn't even bear If the whole world leave I'll still find a prayer Cause a man with God beside him ain't never fightin fair **Hook** I'm livin in a dream but it don't feel real Everybody wear a mask never say what they feel This a cold cold world full of envy and steel But I'd rather die honest than be fake for a deal I'm livin in a dream while I'm dodgin the hate Every closed door taught me how to walk through faith They can judge all they want they can't rewrite my fate God already crowned me I ain't waitin on the gate.