Remember

I remember when i used to beg for your love. That wasn't really love, it was only love for what i thought love was. I started putting myself 1st, My wants, My needs, Now i know my worth. You never loved me the way that I loved you Had to take you down off of that pedestal. I remember, Remember, Remember When my heart needed you, Cried out to you... Do you remember what you told me? Well, my heart remembers vividly. You said I was asking for to much, All the while you did the bare minimum. Never took me out, Never showed me off, Hardley showed me love. ((CHORUS)) ((Broke me down instead of building me up, Made me believe i was hard to love. I had to learn to love myself & build myself self up. Turned my pain into purpose. I know now more than ever, I'm Enough.)) Now you sit there telling me you love me & miss who I used to be but I refuse to resuscitate the old me, She's dead & gone, R.I.P, I had to loose her to find me & in the process that's where you lost me. You say it wasn't always bad, There was good times but that don't erase the nights I cried & begged you to love me correctly. You got to comfortable & way to disrespectful Oh, How I remember ((CHORUS)) I Refuse to resuscitate the old me to accommodate your feelings. She's never coming back R .((??)) buried 6 feet deep, She's just a ghost of me.