for the very one

Heaven’s Line (Darts & Shadows) ​(Verse 1) Staring at the ceiling, 3 AM again Tracing back the shadows to where the damage began We were chasing the same numb, running from the pain Pushed the poison in our veins, drowning in the rain Now the silence in this room is screaming out your name. ​(Pre-Chorus) I can still hear the door slam, still hear what I said Those ugly, heavy words hanging over my head "I hate you" echoes in the dark, cutting like a blade If I could trade my breath right now, every single choice we made... I’d take it back a thousand times, God, I was so afraid. ​(Chorus) I wish Heaven had a phone line I could call tonight Just to tell you that I’m sorry, just to set it right We were lost inside the addiction, blinded by the sparks Flying blind, losing ourselves, playing with the darts Now you’re up above the stars, free from all the dark And I’m down here broken-hearted, carrying the scar. ​(Verse 2) Looking at my reflection, I see your tired eyes We were fighting for survival under hollow skies I know you were hurting too, trying just to cope Drowning out the heavy world, reaching for a rope I never hated you, Mom... I was just begging for some hope. ​(Outro) If you can hear me through the static, hear me through the sky... I’m so sorry for the harsh words, so sorry for the goodbye. No more needles, no more darkness, rest your weary head. I love you, Mom... I wish I said that instead.