lonely stoner

um a lonely stoner hiding da pain when I come down from the drugs ,, pain back again try to stay positive, off in my domain is driving me insane since 2010 Mama died on me man, 21 year relationship went down the drain child support for five kids b**** getting everything is taking everything plus my faith to maintain, with nothing Left to lose, I'm a dangerous man so many hits to my mental should I drove me insane I know the Lord with me bad thoughts of everything I've been a deacon at the church and I sold a little cane done beat a lot of ass even pop that thing