right time

holding my breathe waiting for god to send me the right sign not sure if itll come in the form of a shining light that directs me to the right side of the room with the right people at exactly the right time and im sure iv missed a couple good oppertunities with angels cause it just didnt sit right , maybe they wernt feeling my visions about the future and thats absolutely ok its just fine but i never let it discourage me or set me back because iv always had to rely on me myself and my mind and I trust that il take us to the top of the mountain and il be looking down laughing cause I made it without having to retry over and over so many times that it became a burden not a curse a sense of wisdom and the rebirth