lost in a daze☆Robbie James a.k.a Vanilla OG ☆

been sitting here, lost in a daze, my heart is broke, yeah got me weak, took alot take a toke, laughed in my face, yeah nice joke, words you told me, gave me hope, now im doubled up in my room, Smith and Wesson and a rope, I feel so dumb, yeah im broke, now i can't hang around you, i can't cope, no hope, why you do this, shot me dead yeah hit me dead on, with your scope, target I was, yeah I got used, I figured it out, wasn't me you choose, nm its old news, bad blues, don't mind me, I always lose, get abused, can't be in the dark, I tried to find you, yeah was at the park, but your just unable to feel, be real or do good for nobody, can't be real, naw hell naw like that show, make a deal no deal, you can't be real, heartless asf, not giving too fucks for how I feel, should have known from the start, you said you never had or knew happiness, but yet I struggle, feel my pain, a broken heart, from the end to beginning, how you feel, how you living, im all broken but still im the guy, always forgiving, yeah that's my problem I don't get to be, they just leave, act like they don't remember me, Im Robbie James a.k.a Vanilla OG, a wise man once told me, be bold be ready, hold it down stay humble hold steady. my heart is broken my soul is weak, kissed me to many times, yeah you did it heartless kissed my cheek, called me good man but thats justification, vindication, good act bad vibrations, plenty of emotions, bad sensation, plenty of feelings, but mostly aggrevation, but im that guy, love hard, I always try, be good at it never lie, im down for it all, do or die, peace ya'll time to get high, helps me cope, get rid of the rope, fuck it all, im not your joke, person you can play with, or attempt to poke, peace ya'll...like I said got to smoke...got to smoke.