Prayer

Im praying everyday god do you understand Im hanging off the edge and I do not see a hand Knocked into my knees and I can not seem to stand Thrown into the chaos and cant recollect the plan Im asking for the sign cause Im running toward the damn With every step i take Im lesser of a man The beast starts to rise how can I be a lamb Tell me now god is this my only chance I smile everyday but my mood never change How can joy touch my heart I guess it’s outta range It’s an understatement if I even say I am strange Cause my own damn reflection looks like it’s deranged You got a sense of humor that is what Im told I laughed it all off thinking you would know The hope in my heart it’s starting to get cold It’s not a good time when all you do is owe They say riches come when we walk through the gate What I wouldn’t do for a little taste Funny thing is I would be the bait Just to pay off those that still haven’t ate How can I explain that Im tired of the chase I will Lead em to a hole and I beg you just forsake Let them get there damn fill yeah for my family’s sake As I pay the damn bill so they can have a better fate