ive been suffering to long I dont kno what to ×2pain is hard asked death was my mistake but I survived anyway so who is

ive been suffering to long I dont kno what to ×2pain is hard asked death was my mistake but I survived anyway so who is it tought I'm drowned by bottles I'm lost I'm blocked I'm blind but I got coal for my snow man its cold out here this world of fake us fooled and the failed out strike I'm out I'm dead but I take some with me on the same mounted rought hesitate to be seen I'm open for belive but blackness is not somthing to be stuck in between I've been suffering too long, shadows in my mind, Heart heavy with the weight, lost in the grind. Every step I take feels like I'm walking like trash Searching for the light,trash warmpth but the darkness amassed. Fighting demons daily, they whisper in my ear, Telling me I'm broken, drowning in my fear. Lost in the abyss, where hope barely survives, Trapped in this cycle, just trying to stay alive. (Verse 2) Echoes of my past haunt me in the night, Battling these ghosts, but I'm ready for the fight. Came from the bottom, now I'm clawing for the top, But the pain runs deep, and it never seems to stop. Thoughts like a prison, I’m locked in my own cell, Searching for redemption, but I’m caught in this hell. Every scar a story, every tear a reminder, But I rise from the ashes, a warrior, a fighter.