riding the wave

they dont know the pain, weird things in my mind and im going insane, just stay in yo lane, before u get put outta place leave a stain, I know im that mane, forget private just put me on yo main, I dont play them games, babygirl I love you til dying days, I hope u behave, no worry over here u won't have to pay, got no time to play, saying this and that just like everyday, im riding the wave, im riding the wave, im riding the wave, im riding the wave im growing up and realizing, u dont want the pain that's inside me, I lost my cousin that was a sad thing, now im erasing my bad ways they tryna discriminate, finna eliminate, im tryna contemplate, thinking of better days, never thinking of none of the worse ways, always tryna come up in the first place