vent with this pen

feeling blessed. so ima vent, with this 50 cent pen. t.d.c rhyming outta the pen on the table beat again and again let me tell you how it all begin black sheep nigga I was chosen family and friends snaking ppl's becoming a trend in my life dindnt have 1 true friend everybody got put to the test back stabbed on my lonely crying sad feeling hopeless people wanted me homeless all alone in the coldness ex secretly recorded 24/7 with out my permission drew up a planwith malicious precision clouded my vision distorted my mission all in my plans had to tunnel my vision haven sent prophecy no admissions now i can see 20/20 my vision there i was all by my lonessum and crying on God for help mad at the same time trying to quantum leep autta this time line this karma cant be mine trynna rap around my mind to the reality im experiencing God please i need answers anscestors somebody answer perplexed betrayed and confused feeling like finna blow out a fuse feeling amused by my family's abuse gotta keep going i cannot lose fuck calling a truss i gotta win at all cost pay the coss to be the boss from south up to the nawf chosen 1 and now u know chosen one now you know fam put money on my top Gods calling they trynna stop hired a bop let a bitch kill me or poison me i better not no re runs or reefunds you lossing your wap 911 emergency i aint calling the cops gotta answer to pops gotta lose your fucking dues you pinche mammon while im sitting on the Latin throne reeping the crops that i have sown all in the zone let it be known never alone gotta legen of angles fuck with me jesus cant save you, he will forsake you maam sir thank you seat at the table family stablel willing and able