one word ...bodies... mad hatter's

I'm going to be all right. f*** my feelings but my hate. rugged and rampant. rowdy and dowdy. an outlaw a menace to society. I've been there please. where I come from. one word body s. all around me everywhere steady kill it. get it. represent.. stack them up. how many. enough. and there ain't nothing we can do about it whether it be warfare. police. or society. everybody's dying around me.. must be my turn next. what else would you expect. I wouldn't go down without a fight for my life. been down that road before once or twice. Victoria's. but eventually luck runs out. let's hope I hit it the right way. going fast and out of control a madman on the mic and a hammerhead in bed. I've been partying three ways from Sunday and I ain't slow down yet. damn near a half a century. you think I'd learn something already. all I've learned is how to stay alive to endure my suffering. and sing along as I do it. wait patiently for happy. which seems is taking it sweet ass time getting here. no worries I always keep a bullet in the chamber just in case. I get impatient. cuz if nothing else I go out my way. but I'm sticking out to the end. Mama gave me this life. I'mma going to live it probably and go out happily.