Chest is heavy can no longer fight I accept my oath as I walk no path in sight feeling alone tryna find a home world gon

Chest is heavy can no longer fight I accept my oath as I walk no path in sight feeling alone tryna find a home world gone cold or is it jus me fighting these demons off of me realized I am the light I have a way with words and there out of sight I do this for the people who didn’t see me who looked down on my family money in a sin keeping my circle tight can’t let no one in see I learned early on that people want you but not when your down so god took away so many people I no longer expect them to stay but I paved a new way and know I know the demons I was battling was my ego it’s wasn’t them out there no it was my own inner fear could hear god eve if hell yelled they blocked my mental but under pressure diamonds form all that shit brewing and it turned out I was the real storm if you only knew almost lost my battle with shit I been thru I’m tryna show them who im tryna be not like most rappers nahh pop star is more me