Believers

Tonight my auditory hallucinations are questioning me about the previous rap track I sent to Hot Feed on the rap fame app. If the belief of hundreds and millions of Hindu believers is Lord Shiva is the greatest devotee of Lord Ram. He likes to listen to the Hindu religious scripture the Ramcharitmanas. Then hundreds and millions of Hindu believers has probably read the entire Ramcharitmanas to the idols of Lord Shiva and Lord Hanuman. Like I’m not the only one. My “intention” was how I jacked them up. My auditory hallucinations tried to dig deep inside of my heart. Which I physically felt. But there was no dirt. Which for other human beings is impossible. I brag only to keep my grandiosity going because I read the entire Ramcharitmanas in 2019. I didn’t say a word to anyone I just continued living. Now I speak so big of myself. Because of my schizophrenia symptoms. I mean I’m naive to the point where I didn’t even know I’m liberated from the eternal karmic cycle. Something which is close to impossible. To tell you the truth I don’t want to be nowhere in this entire universe. I don’t even wish to be God as well. That is how much I dig myself!