If god were here today what would you say did you do it all for fame or spread your messages of pain to let others know

If god were here today what would you say did you do it all for fame or spread your messages of pain to let others know there not alone music is my therapy and I get lost in the beats I don’t care what others have to say because at the end of the day I always got me paving my own path and I know I’m always end up where I need to be sad music lot it’s grip on me I turn the radio off sometimes because it’s trash music is meant to last telling stories about your past it’s like poetry with a beat I rap so others hear me so they know they’re not alone is a world so big never forget to come back to you love your life and it’ll love you sometimes it’s hard to say shit you feeling but regret hurts too how I wish I told my mom I loved her and let my ego go now she’s gone and I stare at pictures and her ashes rest in peace oops hope when I go my funerals huge not for th things I did but for how I helped people see there is no wrong way just keep moving your feet Even when it hard don’t forget to turn around and see how far you’ve came celebrate little wins becuase it’s all the same I hope this birthday I won’t have to spend alone missing my mom so much wishing heaven hada telephone I tell her I was sorry and forgive me I know I wasn’t always the easiest and raising 8 kids alone is hard on you I understand now and I’m no longer angry at you I hope you looking down on me and your proud of who I became to be you see I always do the right thing even when no ones watching return the cart put Stevie nicks on and play the gituar hoping you hear me some nights were hard as the waves crashed over me but I know you held my head up when I couldn’t swim so thank you mom even if I can’t physically see you I know I got an angel watching over me and your daughter finally found peace