Realizations

Today since I was home alone for hours I muted my music and started talking to my auditory hallucinations. We talked about I being a successful schizophrenic. Religious delusions go because on planet earth we all are stupid. My “Divine Mission” as a diagnosed schizophrenic. To bring Hinduism to the number one position. Through the Hindu religious scripture the Ramcharitmanas. Today I went in another direction. When the holy Bible and holy Quran was written. The Awadhi dialogue wasn’t even created. Then how did the Ramcharitmanas which is written in Awadhi dialogue got to play this much of a game. The answer is Lord Shiva once brought the Ramcharitmanas to the highest within the Hindu religious scriptures through a game. Similar to what I played. Those Hindu religious scriptures that went down to the Ramcharitmanas were written way before the holy Bible and the holy Quran was written. Since I devoted myself to Lord Shiva. I was given a chance to take this play to one step further. Been 4 years and my realizations are still not over.