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How do you explain feeling shit do deep being so advanced it’s hard to speak because people don’t get why your head I see them whisper and laugh too why you gotta put me down tryna love myself and pave my own way carrying the world on my shoulders they tried to break me yeah I’m not your typical beauty but I was made this way called ugly and nerdy too I locked myself up in my room reading books and flying away in my dreams damn people can be so mean and it’s was hard to not listen to them they laughed at me when I picked up this pen to write the lyrics and said one day this will set me free my mind works mysteriously I remember past lives of being in Egypt to some day I’m a freak but if you only knew there more than what we can see with the naked eye spiritual battles making me cry born in darkness I choose the light everyday I had to fight that’s why I don’t expect people to stay been walking alone and that’s okay I’m not afraid to walk away from things that no longer serve me only one weak point and that’s loving me