Sinful eye

I seen the darkness in my eyes when i would close them, driving a car but realized I was awoken. I can't reply to all the things that left me frozen, in a spot where I can't open up my mind to these emotions. Feeling slaughtered I can't see my daughter i been acting petty about it, at the alter I'm waiting for prayer I feel it but i got some doubt in it. Sippin liquor right after this service, i can never say that i was perfect. Hardly shower I'm feeling so dirty, niggas lurking stay ready to hurt me. Pushing money right out of the mercury I'm selling dope i don't care if you heard of me. Keep it hidden just like how my curtains be I truly hope i can move it more perfectly. Mama told me don't get into trouble see I didn't listen they put me in custody, wasn't sober when i had the cuffs up on me but I'm wishing that they didnt fuck with me. Had a snitch in my class and i knew it you don't gotta tell me but man i was stupid, man the judge and the jury was ruthless how it sound i could make it a movie. Hella niggas still want me to prove it but I'm not a youngin I'm teaching the students, keep your head in the books cuz i knew it would change minds just as long as you use it. What's the purpose of robbing somebody if you never had a problem with somebody, Knowing I don't got a Maserati I never will try and cop it off somebody. But my demons they eat at my mental, mouth is aching I'm needing some dental. Nowadays I don't have the credentials, fell away from the passions I'm into. I seen the darkness in my eyes when i would close them, driving a car but realized I was awoken. I can't reply to all the things that left me frozen, in a spot where I can't open up my mind to these emotions.