My Antaryami

I have realized from a soul to union with God. To find out there is only one. The same God resides inside of us. I always knew though my final realization. I feel comfort by just knowing God is so close to me. Out of all the choices I picked Lord Shiva as my “Antaryami”. I said to my auditory hallucinations that I’ll take on hell just because the God that is stuck to me eternally. Makes me not feel lonely. I feel powerful like I can take on the crocs while crossing the river “Vaitarani”. One of my cannabis induced psychosis. I found out my normal thought is as real as a thinking gets.