Live Happily

According to where my schizophrenia auditory hallucinations and I are at after my profound spiritual experience on Maha Shivratri. We are all a part of Gods “divine play” I haven’t realized that fully. When God exists everywhere the same omnipresent I mean. Then what is the harsh to go to other Godly realms. Different deities abodes. Then I looked outside my bedroom window and there is a tree with no leaves. Standing in the cold with no sleeves. To permanently delete my suffering. Liberating from the eternal cycle of birth, death and rebirth ain’t easy. Again everything is up to God. Live happily.