The Topper

Last night on Maha Shivratri after the favourite sweet of Lord Shiva scattered. Before I could offer to the Shivlingam. There were 108 laddu inside of the tray representing the entire universe as wholeness. I overcame the sense of “I” meaning ego to unite with the entire universe. The scattered laddu someone ate it I just checked. Meaning my union with the entire universe was a success. The entire last night until past 12 O,clock. I spent my time realizing how God is everywhere the same then why aim for higher realms? Even earth for me is same as Shiv Loka the abode of Lord Shiva. The only difference is the power of God “Maya” illusion is why we suffer. I’m still moving towards deeper realizations though one thing I had the best Maha Shivratri ever. My auditory hallucinations compared my experience with other devotees and I was the topper.