grateful roads

Life spin, bye , the1mile$ Hope? Take notes , I note... Spliters from my past slither out of the bones that's been cracked . < I| Sparkles of the beauty laid behinds those I loves eyes, |I> Pushing me to see the glory """ At the ends of every one of my roads. > I pick my path. .. see Iive, yet Grown up alone, I loved a single road. Independent? Now my mother , Origin source of the blood that runs within my lines, . .. I would rip out my heart, drop to my knees , and pathetically bury it in the dirt in front of your feet . My self formed heart , made up outta the letters of your name. I want to be you , but apparently you fucking love the game. all the times I face lonely, and I know you're the source , my veins fade to blue . The lack of love , I feel, It's like searching for your prepaid meal , I'm starving here , when you take you away from me , knowing I'm through the cord , you strangle my every sense. You notice, panic shoots down my every shot, Worried? it's really such a inconvenience huh? ... this time I might just make a music video, I get it , I get it. it went like, he can't escape, she feel like you been in a race , heart beat , heart beat , can't beat , he's better? reality, it's standing it's ground , strong , in front of me you're eyes , all you , I love you. But a past of fucking lies. Blame game, Play around some more? When was I supposed to find the truth? ?!?!?!? Underestimate me? Yeah no, you'll see. My name spiraling , shining in the stars , and I ain't meaning Hollywood . That's way to far from love ,,,, I don't know if you would even know the door , I kick you out of my life , with all your other choices , I say "nice" , but whenever those lies confuse me, seems like all the time. ?!?!?!?!? From Different times ? how can't you see? My passion it's burning so deep inside of me . I'm scared of the fire but I was a lion you see? Born scared hurt emotional , fuck didn't even know my own birthday ? Thinking I was a cancer ? Nah a lion, oh now I see , they wanted me to be sad I see . I ain't gonna die any ways , bye the way . I see another hundred miles or so. ?!?!?!? So Miles went by, saying js hi , I'm as alone as all the snow , Different all, Within over examination, i continues down the roads , We alone within each snow, I feel the build slowly grow, I'm js looking for my home? Where do I belong? My hair really did begin , I feel froze , I run through every town, Smile, Turn, "Bye", I feel the frown, Trapped under my skin, Insecurities spin, Splittering hate from my past, I'm sure this shit will all pass, I trip , I slide, I fall, I dust them bruises off, My knees feel as silicone, I bounce back up as the sence unfolds. I'm trapped within my own demise, Desire the only thing i seek, CANT SEEN TO FIND, The roads , The signs, The lights, Every one of the people who inspire this in me, The notes , The rhythm, I rhyme. I wanna spit bars , Like issaults, Understand the pain my words could carry, Turn my face to you, I act as if I do, I pretend like I'm looking through a different view, My surrounds, Environmently, So many fish swim in this sea, What if a fish could drown, Our air is kinda looking brown? I never was taught to swim, I am forced to js keep swim, The pain , I dory, I'm sorry, I forget. I force my head up high , The snow drips , Not even from that high , My heart lays within, My past under my feet , Balance is want I seek, I need it , Gravity I can't fight , I gotta skate, Im avoiding them high lights , All the roads I'm sure I could fly, It's home I home to find, End of every day , Start to every night, I'm fighting to stay js as strong. You make me a artist almost like , lil peep , or Adele , or kach bryan, or Lil dicky . My little brothers in galeton , used to call me DAVE . so people wouldn't know it was me . You see it was written in my notes there's kindness spread all within me, I can not tear it out , like paper in my books, I try I push away , These roads always bring me back to the man, I see at the end of MY road. I know you are the one , my brain moves to fast for me to see , to chase , I chase , I race , I pace , sweat, warmth, embrace, the one I love most , I fade within u on the days on which my voice hurts. Before I punched and swung , the strings my knees , I up and run? and now I freeze . Cat got my tongue ? and I feel like I mean the most to you my pretty girl , Idc bed, floor , froze grounds beneath me, the car if I can't be sure , the only thing and the best thing I've ever learned , stood directly behind me , in the shadows of the stars ,cherry springs brought me my meaning , I need to turn around and find what I found again , you're eyes looking over mine , I admire you're every smile , I know you don't see me , at every end of day , or at every part of the night , I see our potential, so I fight , please I'm scared , I dream , I dream I dream , I had a dream you see , time and space can't change the dreams shot down , last night my eyes felt tired , I spum around my pov , swam the bowl , circle ⭕ more then ever before , I giggle I laugh I fall asleep , down my heart you unfold , like instinct, like care , love love. , I know I need you now girl .