Smile on my face but my thoughts run deep

Smile on my face but my thoughts run deep Fighting quiet battles when the whole world sleeps Tried to be strong, never wanted to break But some nights feel heavy — more than I can take [Verse 1] Everybody sees when you laugh and you shine Nobody hears when you’re losing your mind Room full of people but I still feel alone Scrolling old chats on a cracked old phone Dreams feel close but my fear feels near I say “I’m good” when they ask “you clear?” Truth is I’m tired of pretending I’m fine Carrying storms with a calm outside [Hook] Smile on my face but my thoughts run deep Fighting quiet battles when the whole world sleeps Tried to be strong, never wanted to break But some nights feel heavy — more than I can take [Verse 2] Friends switched up — I learned pain is real Trust got cracks that time won’t heal Still I wake up trying one more day Looking for light when the sky turns gray Mama said “hold on — storms don’t stay” So I keep walking even when I stray Writing my feelings instead of a scream Turning dark nights into verses and dreams [Bridge] If you feel lost — yeah I know that road Heavy heart kid with a silent load But every tear is a seed you grow And one day you’ll see how far you go [Outro] Still got hope even when it feels small If I don’t quit — I won’t truly fall ⸻ If you want, I can go even deeper