sometimes.

sometimes. i think to much and i come with the conclusion that my mind is just an ilusion demons trying to control my toughts and i cant hesitate to let them play i win at the end by the not listening to them they game its lame its insane when its starts to fuck with your brain i cant explain eschizo affective they call it i call it spiritual awaken but its coo ima play my ways i dont see what you see they say i say wake up then but can complain when i went on my own lane i aint no fool i aint crazy i aint embracing shit im not creating anything i just see what i see and thats it so dont tell me its something that can be cure cuz i know that even if i dont see them nomore or they dont speak to me anymore they leaving me marked forever i got attached to the wrong leather dark side of this world now im stuck forever trying my best to keep it up and its a lazy thing to understand but just know that i got it on my hand the power to comprehend the ability to defeat the fear when it started it was fr making me go nuts now i can see them encounter or whatever and no scary side of me comes out only when the lights are out if i get mad is a rough route is all about the setting of not giving a fuck if they wanna fuck around just dont play with the dark and thats it fools be ready be ready spaghetti to see what you dont want to see but cant control dont blame me i just got traumatized and noone is understanding im just grinding stromg standing cuz u dont give a fuck anymore about whats showing up om my brain landing on reality so be ready just be ready end is coming booo