should I end it all

hard life I can't breathe I lost my heart she pretended should I go over dose until these pills end it people say just shut shut up about it you don't understand I'm losing my heart it's going down to the ground I don't want to die but my heart is making me lie the throwing me to the ground so I'm going to die should i end all bye-bye say say it say it say it going to die like baby can you keep me alive