Plantations

Today I was having a hard time with my auditory hallucinations like I talked about the topic twice already. While defending myself I told my auditory hallucinations a chaupai from the Hindu religious scripture the Ramcharitmanas suddenly. “Ka barkha jab krishi sukhane, samai chuke puni ka pachtane”. Meaning what is the use of rain when the plantations are already dried up. Similar to what is there to regret when it’s already past. Referring to how I have already been through my cannabis induced psychosis. That gave me a stable belief. Grandiose Delusions and religious ones have me feeling I’m the most spiritual kid.