Roses and Hurricanes (WIP)

Trying a different cover 🤔 Raise the volume 🎧🎧🎧 Lyrics: Unrepressed memories of The moment of falling in love Your smile is truely a drug OD'd without having enough And I'm being facetious I mean to construct You try but without any luck But damn it my heart is corrupt Demeanor is stoic and rough So I'm ruffling feathers I'm not getting better At speaking with you I might have to surrender My gravity's centered When writing this letter By staying away I can see us together I'm gentle and tender But unlike the weather By making it rain Is my one decompressor I try to impress her I'm only impressed By her beautiful gaze By the way that she dress Now I'm making a mess No intention to flex Gaining mutual interest You admit, I contest And so maybe it's time That we put it to rest You would second that guess And I'm beating my chest Bottling up all the reasons I left We're becoming obsessed And infatuated with each other I'll fuck it all up And so why even bother My blue collar ass Is working so hard Separated from you Has dealt me a scar I'm driving my car Intoxicated with a vivid image Of a Ms. Independent I'ma go and get it Tell me if you're with it This is 1 on 1 You lead by double digits I'm my biggest critic Never seem to listen Always in my head I'm thinking of a lyric Thinking of a time When homies were the realest Tell me when I'm simping Chasing after women I've been feeling kind of strange By shooting my shot out of range I'm preparing a mask That I wear out of vain It disguises my weakness And all of my pain All the emotions and bullshit I'm forced to contain All the cussing and swearing I have to refrain I maintain with a bottle And then serenade Those who have ears Let them hear what I have to say Give me a moment To fully elaborate Fighting to become a man That you'd want to save Gradually rising But falling at any rate Born to live to see Me die within a grave Domesticate the beast within me With a cage Habituate the qualities That resonate In any case I'm crumbling without a word Replace my lack of faith With something more absurd Be the first To make me laugh and contemplate About the shit That maybe you rehearsed Oh, what a curse This motherfucking verse Teaching me a lesson I refuse to learn Embracing every second I would have to earn With you I have a heart I wear it on my shirt And now I'm hurt It's all because of truth We're unaware It's probably time to get a clue I promise not to lose Inspired by my muse I'm breaking all the rules To follow through and through Forget my point of view I thought you had a dude Like a punching bag I'm taking your abuse It's hitting me I think you may have left a bruise That you were into me And I was into you