still think of you

Sometimes I wish I could rewind time, you know? (yeah) Fix all the things I broke … But all I can do now — is grow … (echo: grow …) [Verse 1 – 16 bars] (1) Late nights — pain in my chest, no rest (yeah) (2) Talkin’ to the ceiling tryna clear my head (mhmm) (3) You said you’d stay then you walked away (why you leave me?) (4) Now I’m tryna heal from yesterday (uh) (5) I was lost, caught up in my ways (so lost) (6) Tried to numb the hurt, but it never fades (no way) (7) All them calls I missed, all them fights we had (damn) (8) Now I’m facing the truth — I did you bad (yeah I did) (9) Wish I could show you the man I became (now) (10) No more lies, no more playing games (never again) (11) I was blind to the love you gave (me) (12) Now I see clearly through the pain (uh) (13) Every scar tells a story of growth (yeah) (14) Every tear that I cried was hope (hope) (15) Now I’m standing strong on my own two (feet) (16) But I still think of you when I can’t sleep (yeah) [Hook / Chorus – 8 bars × 2] (sing this melodically, smooth and emotional) I’ve been ballin’ without you (but it don’t feel the same) yeah Got the money, got the peace, but still feel the pain (oh no) If I could tell you one thing (girl I’d say yeah) I never stopped lovin’ you — I just lost my way (yeah) I’ve been ballin’ without you (but it don’t feel the same) yeah Tryna heal my heart but the scars remain (uh-huh) If I could tell you one thing (girl I’d say yeah) I never stopped lovin’ you — I just lost my way (yeah yeah) [Verse 2 – 16 bars] Used to dream ’bout us now it’s all in smoke (all in smoke) You were there when I was broke that’s real no joke (real) You saw the good in me when I couldn’t see (couldn’t see) Now I’m tryna be the man you believed I’d be (yeah) All them lonely nights in that cold cell (cold cell) Thinkin’ ’bout your smile it hurt like hell (like hell) But I found myself through the pain I knew (pain I knew) Now I’m stronger — yeah, because of you (because of you) Now I’m out here tryna make it right (make it right) Put my past behind — focus on the light (on the light) Every lesson was a sign from God (sign from God) Taught me how to love and to beat the odds (beat the odds) Now I move with peace, no hate inside (no hate) Took the pain in my heart and I turned to pride (pride) And if you ever hear this song one day (one day) Just know I meant every word I say (yeah) [Bridge – 8 bars melodic + layered vocals] I had to lose myself just to find my soul (find my soul) Had to let you go just to gain control (gain control) All the pain we shared —it made me new (made me new) Now I’m learning love starts with truth (oh yeah) I ain’t perfect but I’m real with mine (real with mine) If we cross again maybe it’s time (maybe it’s time) No more tears no more blame (no blame) Just lessons learned from the rain (from the rain yeah) [Hook – final refrain × 1 + Outro ad-libs] I’ve been ballin’ without you (but it don’t feel the same no more) Got the money got the peace but still feel the pain (still feel the pain) If I could tell you one thing girl I’d say (yeah yeah) I never stopped lovin’ you I just lost my way (lost my way oh yeah)