im bored

smokin some weed now people wanna disown me coming home yesterday almost dropped dead feeling like curse No one really fuckin see what I go through everyday you'll never match my energy now im bringing up my energy Told you once told you twice Always been lookin past the warning y'all abunch pest like some lice Get the bug spray and get myself clean people like to take advantage so done being nice Every time I try to help feeling like a people pleaser Trynna protect my energy trynna protect my peace Try to hide my anger so you don't see the beast That's the reason that I smoke weed not for the high for the peace Talking about my anger I don't want the beast to be released dealing with depression and anxiety and the anger and highs and lows aka bipolar point blank lord I need some peace walking in this world strong emotions make me be like sheesh strong emotion I will let it go yes sir I said tho but its really hard yo Trynna be a man of my word I think I'm doing pretty good so far Im feeling like I'm being heard Trynna get out the nest be a independent bird I believe I can fly I believe you can meet to the sky smokin on some weed I'm getting high people like to overlook me cause I'm a trailor trash boy with twang I don't give a damn about your lambo what I give a damn about is my family and my peace I don't really care if its strange And I like my freedom I don't like being bounded by chains Trynna be a better man yeah Everyday I'm seeking for some change see the dang devil down range aiming for his head then I'll take the shot bang