baby i just need some time to myself

baby i just need some time to myself so much on my mind I been crying to myself I feel like I'm blind cause I don't see no one to help the one's say they with me they wouldn't even much there i rather be alone and spend some time with myself the one's that they with me they don't even much care I guess that's why they envy me just look how they share I know life ain't ah game and this ain't the fair but who am I to blame for the pain that I feel I still cant explain it all I know is that it's real I just thank God for my blessings to be here I know they see me shine they be wishing that I dim I do this all the time so wen they see me they know I'm him I been hurt so many times feel like the pain ah never end I'ma alone all the time cause I ain't got time for no friends they wanna see me lose cause they ion wanna see win I can tell by the looks in they eyes they all pretend life is just ah mystery I wonder where it all begin the bullshit never get to me i leave it where it stands now the one's that ain't believe in me can see that ima man you probably had it easily why I had to take ah chance now listen to me easily why you hear me saying