999 feelings, drowning in her pain

999 feelings, drowning in her pain Couldn't break her chains, love went down the drain Emotional distance, growing further apart Depression ripped us open, tore apart my heart She left without warning, just another ghost Her mental battle was the thing she loved most Every tear that you're crying, I'm feeling it too Wanna break through these walls and reconnect with you My love is the medicine, my words are loving energy Toxic love, she's battling her mind Demons inside, leaving me behind Can't break through the walls she's built so high Her pain so deep, I watched our love just die Heartache bleeding, can't heal her broken soul Depression took control, left me with no role Tried to hold her close but she was drifting away Couldn't save her love, watched it fade to gray shades of darker colors But im blind when it comes to seeing with my heart eyes I only see what i wanna see So if im making a mistake tryna save you im just as dead in the end as you are now here with me in theses dark colored rooms Your shadows are heavy, weighing down your soul I'm reaching through the silence, trying to make you whole Depression's like quicksand, pulling you beneath But I'm here with my lifeline, holding you tight underneath it all ima be your light Heartache in my veins, she was pain Loving someone who can't love themself again Tried to hold her close but she slipped away Depression like shadows, blocking every ray Gave her all my heart, but she couldn't see How much I was bleeding, trying to set her free Whispers in the night, tears on her face Feeling her darkness, couldn't find no escape Watching her spiral, couldn't break through the wall Tried to catch her falling like heavy bricks Toxic connection, love mixed with sorrow Wondering if she'd even make it to tomorrow Pushing me away, then pulling me near Trapped in this cycle of love and fear I'm drowning in these feelings, can't swim through the pain Watching you sink deeper, it's driving me insane Wish I could pour some hope right into your cup Lift you from the darkness, help your spirit come up Your shadows are heavy, weighing down your soul I'm reaching through the silence, trying to make you whole Depression's like quicksand, pulling you beneath But I'm here with my lifeline, holding you tight underneath it all ima be your light Every tear that you're crying, I'm feeling it too Wanna break through these walls and reconnect with you My love is the medicine, my words are loving energy Been where you're standing, i know how cold it can get without no sympathy When the world feels like nothing, and your heart's full of guilt full of debt But I promise you're stronger than these moments of doubt I'll be your lighthouse when the darkness comes out My love is the medicine, my words are loving energy Every tear that you're crying, I'm feeling it too Wanna break through these walls and reconnect with you Your shadows are heavy, weighing down your soul I'm reaching through the silence, trying to make you whole Depression's like quicksand, pulling you beneath But I'm here with my lifeline, holding you tight underneath it all ima be your light Tried to hold her close but she was drifting away Couldn't save her love, watched it fade to gray shades of darker colors But im blind when it comes to seeing with my heart eyes I only see what i wanna see So if im making a mistake tryna save you im just as dead in the end as you are now 999 feelings, drowning in her pain Couldn't break her chains, love went down the drain Emotional distance, growing further apart Depression ripped us open, tore apart my heart She left without warning, just another ghost Her mental battle was the thing she loved most